muslims

salam anakku sayang,

I love you and i miss you so much. Every night, i sleep on a couch in nenek's living room. It's a cozy couch and i watch tv before going to bed. Near where i sleep, i hang your spider toy, so i remember you before i go to bed. My friends been asking about you too and my standard answer will always be, youre happy with mom.

Went for jog this morning with my best friend uncle zul. Someday, i hope you get to see him for he's been taking care of me when i was going through tough times with mama's family and friends. I owe him alot. Im treating him dinner again tonight. I treated my friends lunch the past week for Alhamdulillah, i got a bit bonus. Im not rich and i plan to save up for you baby. For your school someday.

My friend from canada emailed me and shes a nice lady. She's concerned about me and you too. She said that my blog is too sad to read, but im not all sad. Im happy when i write you. Yes, it's been exactly 1 year since i last saw you, but im content. Went to friday prayer at the state mosque. Used to find atuk mama there, but him and uncle hafiz not there today. Ate at kak lili's restaurant. She's aunty siti's high school friend, and ours too.

I started another blog writing about muslim related issues in malaysia. Im not an ustaz, but im writing about general news, my concerns and my prayers for all my muslim brothers and sisters. I hope someday, you read some of my writings and i hope you can be a way better person and a way better muslim than ill ever be.

I love you sweet heart, my baby.
Abah.