salam aiya ayang abbah,
Hopefully youre in good health and happy with mama. im happy here working hard for Allah. Someday I pray that I can be part your life and be happy with you. If not in this world, in the hereafter insyaAllah.
Tomorrow is mother's day. i volunteered for primary school program by my company down in kimanis today. I met young kids age ten and eleven. we did alot of fun stuff together and one of them was creating a Happy Mother's Day Card. Do appreciate mama and tell her that you love her everyday ok. :-) I used to say that to mama almost everday. We were happy.. but we are happy now too right? In a different way. Alhamdulillah. we are content.
Nenek (mama's mother) called me the past few days and wanted to talk to me. After all the thing that has happened, I dont have the heart to talk to her. she kept mentioning that it was about you. maybe she has forgotten that my dad (atuk) used to say to me when they threw me away from their house and separate me and you and mom.. Atuk said,
"Its ok. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow.. but maybe someday, they (atuk, nenek mama's side) might just regret their desicion".
I love you and think of you everyday.. definitely not easy to forget my baby.. i used to see in the movies.. people keep saying that they think of someone they lost everyday.. and i said, impossible.. going through this, i know its not impossible. im happy with my job in hq. offshore sarawak called me again last week to join the operation in bintulu.. but i dont know.. maybe not now.
Ya Allah, bestow upon me and my baby insyirah all the rewards of this world and the world here after, upon the difficulty that we are facing now..
Love you aiya, always..
A blog to write about my feeling, thoughts, prayers and hope when I remember my beloved baby, Nur Insyirah. It is my hope that when I'm gone, my friends will print this blog and give it to my baby. So that she knows, i think of her everyday in my life.
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2 comments:
lokman, parents bibi bukannya regret dengan apa yg terjadi kepada kamu kerana "hidup mati, jodoh pertemuan ditangan Tuhan". tetapi mereka sememangnya sedar ada unsur2 ajaran sesat yg mempengaruhi bibi (seperti yang kau war2kan sebelum ini). parents bibi hanya mahu kerjasama kau untuk menyelamatkan INSYIRAH (dan Bibi sebagai ibu insyirah). untuk pengetahuan kau, persekitaran insyirah sekarang sangat-sangat tidak sesuai dengan perkembangan umurnya dan saya percaya kau sudah tentu tidak sekali-kali menginginkan ini berlaku kepada INSYIRAH. untuk makluman kau juga, KEADAAN INSYIRAH SEKARANG BUKANNYA SEPERTI YANG KAU GAMBARKAN DALAM BLOG INI ... tetapi kalau tidak mahu bekerjasama hanya kerana kau anggap diri kau dihalau dari rumah (walaupun sebenarnya bukan itu maksud mereka), TERPULANGLAH .... JADI FIKIR FIKIRKANLAH
now that her parents are on TV, fikir-fikirkan lah juga ya..
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