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Salam sayang aiya abbah..

Abah just came back from jogging with uncle reza. he's my best friend from highschool. uncle reza is from kota belud, the same as mama's family but different ethnicity. Aiya is Bajau + Melayu.. abah melayu = jawa (50%) + orang asli (25%) + melayu singapore (25%).. hehehe.. our background is a bit diverse.. but basically aiya is Malay Muslim :-)

I had a bit of gout last week for almost 5 days. but it's gone now Alhamdulillah. How are you sayang? I keep thinking about you the past few days.. feel sad abit, especially when i saw the news today.. a four year old got kidnapped and she's 6 by now.. after 2 years, the parents still searching for her.. but i dont have to search for you.. aiya with mama. mama takes care of you well insyaAllah. Abah will stay here, waiting and being patient. When the court filings are settled, insyaAllah I'll have the proper time to visit you. I miss you and love you so much.

Do you know about the origin of your name? mom and i were discussing about it for quite a while eversince you're still inside mom's tummy. sometimes, when you move, mama felt abit uneasy.. but she was patient while carrying you. we asked around.. we asked your grand parents from both sides and ask family members. We have collected some names.. i like the name hurin-ain, "the ladies in heaven". but we crossed by insyirah. :-)

Al-Insyirah is a a aprt of Qur'anic verse.. :-) and there's a prayer/strong reminder for the hopefuls in that chapter.. SubhaAllah, All greatness to Allah, because I really missed this dua/reminder before, when it is imbedded in your name, my baby Aiya..

"Fa Inna maal 'usri yusra", then Allah repeat it again,
"Inna maal 'usri yusra"..

Do remember this my baby, when you have to go through something hard, the verses mean,

"So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief" and Allah repeat again,
"Verily, with every difficulty there is relief"

There's definitely a reason why Allah repeat it twice.. :-) lets think about it baby and whenever we feel down, remember this verse.. remember your name, sayang.

Love, always. Abah.