the prayer

assalamualaikum wbt aiya,

i pray that you're happy and healthy with your mom today. playing and reading and doing the things you like. i pray to Allah that anyone who abuse or use you in any way will end up in hell and Allah punish every second of their life in this world and in the world here after. May Allah punish them with the highest severity for using an innocent child like you, amin.

O Allah, You have assinged me as insyirah's father in this world and to You ya Allah we return. O Allah, punish the people whom use or abuse my daughter insyirah and retract all Your love to them as the retract insyirah from me. amin.

remember my baby, many things have happened since they took you away from me. Remember our prayers last time. 'ya Allah, kami adalah orang2 yang teraniaya, maka kurniakanlah kami kebahagian, kejayaan, kesenangan di dunia ini dan di akhirat nanti di atas segala musibah yang melanda kami. ya Allah ampunilah kami kerana kami tidak mampu memaafkan orang2 yang menganiaya kami'.

Allah answers the prayers of the oppressed. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah i have received and going to receive another very significant salary increment this coming june. the past 3 years they took you away from me, i have got the 3 biggest increments in my worklife. yesterday, i transferred majority of all this to a special account for you and im letting nenek keep the book, so that i dont use it for other things.

The people who oppresed us last time and are oppressing us now also have went through alot and they have lost alot. Asmah and her husband jury whom was the very person who told me that your grandmother wanted me to separate your mother, has also divorced. ust. jury lost his son, his wife got married to another man without being legally divorced and they all are in the run.

your grandparents momside that threw me away from their house and separate us when you were only 3 months, went through alot. court cases and all and the most painful was definitely being disowned by your mother. they have lost lots of money and lost their daughter, your mom. form amny stories i heard, they went through alot of problems caused by your mom.

And your mother, went through alot too as i reminded her, isteri yang tidak taat akan merana dunia akhirat. ran all over the country, ran all over the world.

Allah knows baby. Im not saying im close to Allah. but im trying to remind us to never oppress other for Allah will answer the prayers of the oppressed.

So, let us pray honey that someday, Allah will let us meet each other if not in this world, let it be in the world hereafter.

I love you no matter what baby,
Abah