assalamualaikum wbt my baby,
I love you and i miss you so much today. I pray that you are ok and happy with mom. Im in kota belud now at uncle zul's kampung. I drove all the way here after work today for i feel a bit blue. Igot some news from work that i'll be transferred to kl in april.
At the moment i got that news, i became very sad for i'll be leaving sabah again. This is the place when i last saw you. This is the place where mom and i got married and separated. This is the place where many things happen. Where you were born. :-) i guess i never really moved on. Every day, just maybe, i say to myself you are around with mom. But you are no longer around.
Im all ok now. I talked to kak nonim and nenek and uncle zul. Things become better now. I guess this is another step i have to take in my life, to let you and mom go, from my heart.
InsyaAllah, i love you enough to let you both go.
Abah
A blog to write about my feeling, thoughts, prayers and hope when I remember my beloved baby, Nur Insyirah. It is my hope that when I'm gone, my friends will print this blog and give it to my baby. So that she knows, i think of her everyday in my life.
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