aiya ayyang abbah,
I love you and miss you so much. I'm at friday prayer now, at the exact spot where i let mama go. But there's no specific why i pray at this exact spot. It's just to remind me of the responsibilities i have for you.
I got sms from aunty sita that came from atuk mama. They said that you and mom are leaving the country together with asmah. They asked me if i can help to stop you both from leaving again. I said, why must i stop mama and you? I want you both to be happy and if happiness is not with atuk and nenek mama, so be it. Deep in my heart i know mama loves you so much and she'll take care of you well, amin.
My friends are doctors and they say that they saw you two weeks back when you both went to the hospital. Doctor said you're healthy and can now run.. I never know that.. It's almost 1 year i haven't seen you. But i always pray that you're happy with mom. Abah sayang and miss aiya everyday. Digi sent an mms happy father's day.. :-) i never get that before andit is so meaningful to me.
I learn one thing yesterday... 'In life, if you want something you never had, you must do something you never did.'
Love,
Abah
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i am very sorry about what you are going through. sedih sangat baca entries. my friend's family is going through the same thing. ex kakak ipar also a follower of a cult, but alhamdulillah the daughter is with the ex husband (friend's family) Custody battle is still on, been delayed many times due to the ex-wife. setiap masa kami berdoa supaya ex-wife takkan menang custody, because the daughter loves being with her father & grandparents more. take care. i hope things work out well for u, insya-Allah.
Thanks azreen for your prayers. I can't afford to be too sad. Hence, im trying to write in a normal tone. But Allah knows how I truly feel. Wa Allahu 'alam.
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