tuai padi

salam sayang aiyya omel abbah,

I love you and miss you so much. Yesterday, while driving to johor to see nenek, i heard this song on the phone..it reminds me of you baby :-)

Tuai padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Intai kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan.

Im with nenek now.. atuk is on umrah with some ministerial delegation.. Atuk say that he will pray for us, aiya and abah.. Im taking care of nenek.. :-) Got some calls last night from hospital.. A doctor called me cause mama apparently have problems with her parents again.. I recommend that everyone is sent to see psychologist.. They all went through alot last year. Mama, atuk, nenek.. All human and they need a break.

Im made to understand youre staying with nenek-mama now.. :-) insyaAllah, nenek loves you very much too.. She'll take care of you all right :-) i hope mama, atuk and nenek will be together again soon. One happy family again. I'm content just to know that you're with the people whom love you so much. They have separated us, but i'm at peace with that. In life, we cannot ask too much.

Few days back, i was counseled by my big boss.. InsyaAllah, today, i forgive mama, atuk and nenek for all the things they have done and i seek forgiveness from Allah, and the people i have hurt and left behind.

But you my baby, i plan to be here for you, always.. Amin.

Love,
Abah.