assalamualaikum wbt my beloved baby nur insyirah.
i pray to allah that youre happy wherever you are and mom is taking good care of you. i recently took one week break to complete my professional engineer training, went to enterpreneur talk and meet my friends at cyberjaya. yesterday i just got back to kk and went for dinner with friends at the fishermens village (kampung nelayan).
I think yesterday was the first time this year i shed tears thinking about you. my eyes were a bit swollen when i came to the dinner. it was abit hard yesterday. i was just a small thing that triggered it. but im all ok now. your uncles and aunties called and help me to go through this process.
last week i met many more business friends in kl. we made some plans and im coming back to kl for some business meetings next week on tuesday. im suppose to go to tawau for work today, but i dont feel like it. nenek is coming to town today too, so i get to spend time with her i guess.
last week i was also busy applying for loan for our apartment in metropolitan sq. 4 banks approached me for the loan and they believe that i can get it easily. actually, that apartment is just an investment and i think i'll get a better home for you insyaAllah.
business wise, i plan to do alot of grant applications and soft loan applications in the next three years. going to see some private venture capitals and try to create an IT company with the group. I cant work alone. i dont feel like working for other people anymore and i believe i can do better if i lead my own company.
i hope we can be a millionaire in 3 years time. my first business proposal is complete to apply for a grant of 450k from the government. then next year, i will try to raise 1 million from private VCs and another 1 million from grant. in 3 years time, i hope I can make our company public listed, mesdaq i guess.
this is just abah talking, trying to find a spot in his heart to be at peace, going into this undefined world, full of uncertainties..
i love you no matter what baby,
abah.
A blog to write about my feeling, thoughts, prayers and hope when I remember my beloved baby, Nur Insyirah. It is my hope that when I'm gone, my friends will print this blog and give it to my baby. So that she knows, i think of her everyday in my life.
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